Broken

 Hamesha Rockstar movie dakhati thi r ranbeer Kapoor ky dialogues per hasti thi specially wo Jo khata tha “yar koi Dil nai tuta, maa baap zinda hai, khanay ka koi issue nai hai, paiso ka koi issue nai hai achy dost hai yarrrrrr” I was in same situation bus Zindagi ko fully guzarna koi moka na chodna fun karny ka bht bht zindadil thi sub ko hasany ki kosis karna.

Zindagi mai isi bat ki tension thi ki yar koi tension he nai hai dost pprs any per b tense hoty thy bhai in my case I love pprs logic was ki classes nai hoti ppr dakar gayb ho jaooo yar.

Lakin in 24 salooo ki sari khushio ko pata nai kisi Nazar lag gai ki Allah almighty ny koi exam Lena tha Meri life mai esa din agaya Jo ki abhi b mai sochti hu tooo ek horror saa dream lagta hai. I lost my beloved father. Mery father syd un logo mai aty thy jin ky lia Pura ghizer roya, puri un ki army unit mai Khamoshi akhtiyar ki gai, highness prince karim aga Khan ky table per un ki rehlat ki report gai Allah ny jitini izat duniya mai dii thi us sy ziyada un ky us din per diii Jo ki har insan ki Zindagi mai ata hai.

Hum tooo abhi b denial period mai hai log bataty hai ki itna rush kahi nai dekha jitna rush un ky rehlat ky din tha mery tooo ghar waly mahmano may say bus koi 30% ko janty thy baki tooo logo ko hum ny pahchana tak nai pata nai kon log thy pata nai daddy un sy kaha mily thy r un ky lia Kya kia tha.

Koi asi ankh NAHI thi Jo ashk bar na hoo Mai ny bht strong Logo ko chahay wo male ho ya female ho sub ko in ky lia roota dekha.

Bad mai kareebi pharmacy waly say pata Chala ki un dino mai Pura muhalla r sary rishtadar itnay shock mai agayai thy ki sub depression ki dawai kha rahy thy.

Ab yeah sub mery jaisy insan ky janny sy thodi hota hai wo ek legend thy wo apni nai apno ki parwa karty thy. Yeah too logo sy SUNY halat ka bata rai hu mery pas too alfaz he nai hai for him.

Bus is hadsay nay Jo ki abhi accept b nai kia hilla kar rakh dia sub ko kuch samaj mai nai ata.

Agr zinda hu tooo apni family r friends ki waja sy hu . I know the exact meaning of friendship, thanks to my friends who helped me apna sub kuch chod kar they come to my home for soo many days specially anjleen yar thanks u are world to me♥️ I got tear’s in my eyes when I think about my friends, hina, huma, sagheer and Mushfiq u ppl are very important bcz u guys were there when I was totally break. Zindagi khatm lag rai thi kuch nai tha life mai but u ppl helped me alot♥️♥️

N yaa most importantly my family n my siblings Suhail tufail yarr thanks r words nai hai🖤

Big thanks to my teachers as well🥰

Plzz keep me in ur prayers 🤲